The working blog.

Josh.20.LightingDesign@TheRoyalCentralSchoolOfSpeechAndDrama.London.
This is my blog. It's an edited record of what I think, What I do, What I wish I could do and shit I find interesting.

I think I have a complex complex… I mean I really enjoy filling my time with intricate situations, which need handling with great care. The care, rather ironically that I don’t have. I think I’m clear of on coming catastrophes for the time being. However, One must always be prepared to be surprised. 

I’ve had a crazy couple of weeks full of adventure and I’m positively beaming from ear to ear. 

Here’s to happiness (temporary or otherwise)

J
11.05.13

Posted at 9:31am and tagged with: life shiz, complex, complex complex, complexity, May, Hapiness,.

Day one of the Immersive Theatre project…. Working with projection. We were given an over head projector and were set free to let out minds run wild.  

Posted at 9:47pm and tagged with: cssd, rcssd, central school of speech and drama, immersive, projection, Projection Design, workshop, exploration, life shiz,.

I arrived at Central this morning to find a sea of happy faces. There is a certain atmosphere in the air on the first day of term, it’s an electric mix of trepidation and sheer joy at seeing familiar faces once more. I’d say that the first day is made up of approximately 70% hugging people, this however could just be an affliction of the drama school luvvvie syndrome.

After the usual term briefing featuring all of the enthusiasm that can be found in an average fistful of dust it was time for the terms first lighting seminar. It was the usual mish-mash of the useful, intriguing and irrational. Today’s session at least for me awoke me from my holiday slumber…I feel like I’m doing something right within my practice. We spent much of the session discussing what the job of a lighting designer is and how our work is perceived by the adverage audience member. The conversation raised lots of interesting points and has sparked me off on some extra research I’d actually LIKE to undertake not only for my degree but for my interest! 

The afternoon was to provide ample opportunity to tick off an item or two on our research visit checklist for our upcoming Immersive project inspired by Tom Waits and Robert Wilson’s Black Rider. Postman’s Park is a small open space in The City of London, which is the location of a memorial to heroic self sacrifice. It was striking the number of children that were honoured in the memorial. We sat in silence for a couple of minutes taking in the surroundings and contemplating the bravery of these souls.

Plaques in Postman’s Park.

After a short walk across the river we ended up in the Tate Modern, naturally we gravitated to the large cavernous turbine hall and laid down in the middle of the sleeping giant staring at the ceiling. We pondered over using such a space for a site specific work..meanwhile tourists took pictures of us, we can only assume they though it was the next big thing in modern art. 

The Turbine Hall’s Roof.

And to top off a pretty fab day it was off to a meal out to celebrate catch up with friends old and new.

My only worry is that of impending financial ruin….not much then?

J
22.04.13

Posted at 10:49pm and tagged with: postmans park, tate modern, turbine hall, lighting, central, central school of speech and drama, cssd, rcssd, life shiz,.

The party must always end. That is the only constant. My weeks of drinking and merriment are now all over,  left with the sour taste of regret. A phone rings. I reluctantly answer….I’ve forgotten my mothers Birthday….fuck. Now I have to make it up to her, there is nothing fun about having to be sympathetic to someone you have no feelings for. A couple of hours later I’m in Sainsbury’s and staring at the produce mindlessly…I’m going to fall apart..I’m grasping at straws attempting to make things a little better. Nope goodbye positivity. 

I want to go home and be a hermit.

At least I’ve got a pomegranate to show for today. 


9.4.13

Posted at 12:16am and tagged with: life shiz, bad day,.

If I shave people are like: 

huh

Posted at 5:54pm and tagged with: facial hair, shaving, no, life shiz,.

My life has become infinitely better since I decided to believe in the power of facial hair….

My life is becoming a fairy light based nightmare. 

Posted at 11:35pm and tagged with: fairy lights, lighting, life shiz, full width,.

My life is becoming a fairy light based nightmare. 

Dear Six Year Old Josh, 

I’m writing to you from the future, to ask you very politely not to give up going to gymnastics club…I mean sure now you can do the splits and it’s all fun and games, but maybe just maybe in 14 years time you’ll be sitting in your bedroom marvelling at how far your legs can go in that direction…and begin to yearn for the ability to do more. You’ll wish you could harness the power of your flexibility… and you’ll feel cheated. Honestly do you want this for yourself..regret??? Ehhh.

So stop being a selfish bastard and carry on with Gym Club Yeah.

Yours

Future Josh (31.3.13) Aged 20.   

Posted at 11:54pm and tagged with: Letters to my younger self, letter, life shiz, gymnastics,.

Wine in a tent with fairy lights….It can only be Friday night in my flat…

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Wine in a tent with fairy lights….It can only be Friday night in my flat…

Spent the day experimenting with light for a fun project coming up in the next week. 

Posted at 5:31pm and tagged with: sweet abandon, life shiz, full width,.

Spent the day experimenting with light for a fun project coming up in the next week. 

Posted at 11:25pm and tagged with: life shiz,.

Stressful times, but I found this today so it’s all worth it!

Posted at 8:55pm and tagged with: work, uni, life shiz, full width,.

Stressful times, but I found this today so it’s all worth it!

I also ended up practicing a bit of puppet manipulation…it is fascinating.

Posted at 11:09pm and tagged with: puppet, puppetry, manipulation, life shiz, full width,.

I also ended up practicing a bit of puppet manipulation…it is fascinating.

Had an awful migraine last night / this morning so after it had buggered off went to visit a friend for soup.

Posted at 11:06pm and tagged with: migraine, soup, happy, life shiz, gpoy, mah face, full width,.

Had an awful migraine last night / this morning so after it had buggered off went to visit a friend for soup.

Long stressful day but we have made progress. Also got asked to work on a rather exciting project which I’m really looking forward to!

Posted at 7:58pm and tagged with: projects, work, future work, cssd, rcssd, happy, life shiz,.

So finally after a lifetime of protestation I have finally defaulted and got myself the world most annoying gadget, yes friends…a bloody iPhone. To be frank I’m disappointed in myself  I thought I had more staying power.  Yes it is true I do have a Mac and an iPad…but I most definitely drew the line at the iPhone.

Now I have joined the ranks of all the other dribbling fools cowering over their iPhones playing stupid games on the commute home.  

RIP Individuality

J

21.12.12

Posted at 10:59pm and tagged with: iPhone, Apple, individuality, android, failure, life shiz, following the crowd,.